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Trade of heart for lust

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Ocean eyes and that smile, all the good things have very little to offer. She just apprise her soul in return get the love from the person who was world to her. Love stories in modern time are ruthless and cruel. People fall in love and next moment they are kneeling for it to stay. Life gave some Stone and people trend to turn their heart into one. Everybody wants to feel loved without loving someone. They want to be in physical relationship and not want  to be responsible for it. Modern relationship are based on need, be the friend with benefits, what under the clad of cloth is more important than what beneath deep inside it. Damn drama has no gender and betrayal have no face. He also cried; she was also in pain. He felt broken, and her heart fragment in sorrow too. Love is devotional, love is pure. Love is hard and everything that's beautiful is hard to handle; hard to hold. No matter how hard you try you have to choose between love and lust. In modern relationship no

When it's a special one.

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Hope and imagination are the only things that make a person special one for you, When your all hopes leads you to that person and your all imagination have that person maybe that when I call someone the "Special One". Loving is hard at least for long because people interests to love you for your strengths and your good part basically. When it's special one i guess two people find peace in the darkest of other, they don't get afraid with your insecurities your fear and you will find joy in their flaws, and in that scared world. When it's special you feel it through your all imaginations and hopes. The time will always be right to meet the right one but hard time try drift them apart, that will torture you with the great fear when it's darks as before morning,The right one get through with you in this and a less right one will left. When they are special one, you can see your happiness through their eyes and feel your pain through their skin. Untill

If goodbyes have a heart ❤️

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It's feel like yesterday when we hold hands, our breath smell the same your touch on hair. If it's destiny why it seems so planned when you said it was a end why there is a feeling of abandonment ! I Wish your goodbye have a heart like your love had. You ever think if our goodbyes have a heart it always be in deep grief of not staying together as we used to be. Sometimes we have to say goodbye due to hard time and sometimes it's become hard to be together but what difference is it make. All time there was a 'goodbye' that is not as good as it sounds it wrap some untold talks, emotions and sometimes some deep love. In real world we forget the pain of some untold goodbyes but in dusty deep night thoughts we used to wish to still have it like something is missing without it. That last goodbye indeed have a heart if we look closer it also have a soul which never wants to apart which still yelp and say it's hard for a goodbye to always be bye without any

Lost dreams

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Dreams that are lost just because it's Carried by two and hold by one. Hey life! Unfair, bizzare but same time beautiful. It's not about just the dream that wakes us up every morning knowing that, falling will be the part of our journey but same time someone will always there behind the curtain praying for us, holding hands in dark. Life moves on with new dreams, new people on cost of something old that was precious but now part of a dark dungeon. Dreams are just a part of life but it's not about the one which we enjoyed in happiness but it's about one that will never craved, never desired. How dreams become unworthy just because of some situation, some people and just get lost - lost in eternity where they are alone , unloved and fragile. It's not the question that where we lost them but it's about where we found them again where there are like still young ,still the one we have in our eyes, breathing in that same air, and smelling it in that same g

The sky of life

The day when  it's start like a race and I miss being around the best people I have in my life ! I look towards the sky hopping they are staring at the same. Words and feelings have a memory that never goes it's stays close to our hearts no matter we want it or not . In this rushing world a girl craving for the joy she admires the most by looking at the sky full of stars,birds,moon and sun but most importantly there is hope. The hope that make her love for the life strong, eternal and Invictus. The times she know the meaning of love she knows she want her sky in the ground in the eyes in the person she pronounce her "lover" The times she search for sky of her life where she can fits her birds, moon, stars and the sun. The search stop when she will find the joy and peace in the eyes of her sky of her life that nurture her heart and calm her soul that's will be the day she gets the sky of her life.

Getting too close.

My eyes craving for something I deserve then I met you nice , kind and thoughtful that's what I think about you that time .You know destiny has a trait it's seems imaginable but it's hard to believe that imaginations are far away from destiny.I care too much this is what I call my problem, I get close and get hurt. If I tell you love is all about giving your control over your own happiness in the hand of a person who doesn't deserve to be treat in that way, with love, care and respect. Finally I choose not to get too close with you anymore because in the end we both know you have to walk away and it's hard for me to stick around. "Moon can only shine if it's dark , sun can only shine if there is light and when they met in the hour of destiny they loosen their traits under the eclipse" You are sun I am the moon it's better for me to not getting too close! You don't need me shine I don't either need you to get bright .It's hard to be

Its only me who wants you

Me,my story and you in that story that all I wanted! I don't know why we won't get what we give to people around us,it's faith what we give and get the betrayal ,it's the promise we gave and receive the delusion ,it's the love we gave and receive not the same . Proving myself to be your it's not the deal we have , a smile ,a good lovable gesture what I want. You know what I am desiring ? It's not you in the end ! It's just the feeling what's I used to have with you and as this time is going this feeling getting faded . I hoped before this feeling get lost from my heart you came but you didn't . Hell is not the place where you get when you dead but in reality it's a feeling which you get when you lost ,when you lose and when you love wrong person. The feelings that don't go back they stuck and fuck with your luck ! Feelings was like a fairy floss. it's taste sweet and comfortable but doesn't last for long . Feelings that only I h