Its only me who wants you

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Me,my story and you in that story that all I wanted! I don't know why we won't get what we give to people around us,it's faith what we give and get the betrayal ,it's the promise we gave and receive the delusion ,it's the love we gave and receive not the same .
Proving myself to be your it's not the deal we have , a smile ,a good lovable gesture what I want. You know what I am desiring ? It's not you in the end ! It's just the feeling what's I used to have with you and as this time is going this feeling getting faded . I hoped before this feeling get lost from my heart you came but you didn't . Hell is not the place where you get when you dead but in reality it's a feeling which you get when you lost ,when you lose and when you love wrong person.

The feelings that don't go back they stuck and fuck with your luck ! Feelings was like a fairy floss. it's taste sweet and comfortable but doesn't last for long . Feelings that only I have for you and in end your judgement "it's only you who wants me" and I became the criminal of my feelings that's it's only me who wants you. Getting back to story I stated which never define it's end but it's not important to have magical happy ending, maybe getting lost is a better way to find me.

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  1. UnknownJuly 4, 2019 at 8:36 AM

    Let’s don’t create any unwanted expectation , bcoz it lead to all corner path . Just believe in urself and who so ever made for u will definitely cross ur path without wait , concern , faded feelings etc .

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