journey to emotions

My eyes craving for something I deserve then I met you nice , kind and thoughtful that's what I think about you that time .You know destiny has a trait it's seems imaginable but it's hard to believe that imaginations are far away from destiny.I care too much this is what I call my problem, I get close and get hurt. If I tell you love is all about giving your control over your own happiness in the hand of a person who doesn't deserve to be treat in that way, with love, care and respect. Finally I choose not to get too close with you anymore because in the end we both know you have to walk away and it's hard for me to stick around. "Moon can only shine if it's dark , sun can only shine if there is light and when they met in the hour of destiny they loosen their traits under the eclipse" You are sun I am the moon it's better for me to not getting too close! You don't need me shine I don't either need you to get bright .It's hard to be

Me,my story and you in that story that all I wanted! I don't know why we won't get what we give to people around us,it's faith what we give and get the betrayal ,it's the promise we gave and receive the delusion ,it's the love we gave and receive not the same . Proving myself to be your it's not the deal we have , a smile ,a good lovable gesture what I want. You know what I am desiring ? It's not you in the end ! It's just the feeling what's I used to have with you and as this time is going this feeling getting faded . I hoped before this feeling get lost from my heart you came but you didn't . Hell is not the place where you get when you dead but in reality it's a feeling which you get when you lost ,when you lose and when you love wrong person. The feelings that don't go back they stuck and fuck with your luck ! Feelings was like a fairy floss. it's taste sweet and comfortable but doesn't last for long . Feelings that only I h